ada aku kisah....

hei...psanan untuk si dia.....apa pon kau buat.... apa pon kau nk tnjk,,,,ikt suke kau la....ada aku kisah hal kau laki bini...lantak kau la nk buat apa pon....mcmla aku kisah....
hei.....ingt la kawan aku bkn mcm kau DESPERATE LAST RESORT......
aku nk tngk muka kau pon x HINGINNN.....
tlong la wei tell ur F*****G gurl buat muke elok sket dpan aku.....mcm la aku kisah hal kau....
kau buat hal kau ...jgn kaco aku.....
aku x kisah hal kau ponn,,,,x hinginnn po,,,

huhu3...

Ari n aku semakin ok...ok la kot,,,,nk banding ngan 2,3 ari yg lpas...muka mcm pagar x siap....huhhh....mnggu dpan dh nk blk raya...x sbar rs nya,,,,blh x aku nk blk x nk dtg cni dh???blh je kan....kui3....raya thn n sesimple yg blh...bese la raya ngn family he3..tnpa yg terchenta......huhu3...
lmbt lg ke aku nk abih kan study???rs mcm mkin lmbt dah..aku dh pnat sngt2..x tertanggung aku sorg2...aku x nk dk cni dh...aku x suka...pergi je mn2 ada je tmpt2 yg bg kenangan agak indah....kata adik ku tersayg (ika) blh x kita turn masa??nk sngt2 lalui ms2 bersm sem 1....best sngt2....aku ckp a,ah..best kan...???kalo la blh turn ms.....sem 1 bnyk memory kami sume...kua bersm, tngk wyng, blk kmpng bersm, mkn bersm, pling best ngis bersm.....sunggh kesedihan.....tp skarg...kalo la ika tnya nk x turn ms???aku akan ckp...SUMPAH AKU X NK......x ingin aku......yg aku nk cpat2 lari dr cni....fuhhh....mendalam sungguh kesannya.....
sblm n aku tkt sngt2 cmne nnt aku nk tnglkan cni???sedih je rs....nnt msti tringt kn?? aku ngn ika slalu pkir...cmne la nnt kn mak??itu la dia tnya aku...syg tmpat n....syg sume2 la....
tp skag dh x do mkna nya lg....walopon syg nk bt cmne lg dh.....kesyangn kami dh x do nilainya...huhu3....
apa lg aku blh buat??tnggu dan lihat.....

AKU TERSANGAT BENCI KAMU...

ari ni 9.9.09(ari kelahiran ika) aku tkan lg warkah ku....2,3 ari yg berlalu x memberi apa2 kesan pon....cmtu jgkla....cuma mkin lm aku dpt trima knyataan nya,,,,,,fuhhh,,,ssh la jgk....cuma agak terkilan sket.....smpai btol ati nya.... dgn rs x berslah slamba badak ngek jln berdekatan je dgn aku.....oiiii,,,,,ada aku kisah?????lantak kau la...aku x pedulik....kau pnya suka la....
apa dia x ingt dia ckp kt aku dolu2....wah2...ikut kan mulut nak je ckap kan....tp x pela...smpan dlu...gunung blom nk mletop...
cuma bg aku satu pluang,,,,,bkn nk jth chenta blk....
satu pluang....AKU NK SEPAK MUKA KAU BIA BERTABUR GIGI....PUAS ATI......

taj mahal ku dah rntuh.......
1000 thn lm nya x kan ku tnggu.......
dh xdo sumber inspirasi.....
mcm laptop tnpa bateri...

bnyak btol dugaan untk ku. harap aku dpt tempuhi nya.....
thanx sngt2.....
semoga berjaya.......

Aku benci kamu...

sdh lm aku x mnulis warkah berlagu x brapa nk pilu n....tp mlm n trasa snyi la plak..nape ntah ek....sjak baru bertkar status n baru la rs dunia bkn aku yg pnya,,,kalo x cbuk je mcm la aku sorg yg bahgio...pnjg la plak muqaddimah nya...bermla la cternya...x brapa nk gumbira la rs nya....di awal masa mcm bese la org baru jmpa buah ati intan payung trasa mcm flying in the air la kan....mla2 ok x do mslah....smpai la trasa kebahgiaan nya tu...tp bla lm2 mkin plik..mkin plik....aku yg ska berprasangka buruk kot ka...tp sdh trang lg bersluh...stu ari yg x brapa nk indh...tba2...aku terbc sesuatu....oohhh i see.....bgitu ke cternya...tp x pe aku x cya.....tp slang 2,3 ari aku tertngk....Allah......ini ke dugaan nya......oh TUHAN kuat kan semngat ku... tp x terkuat la plak.....i was crying like hell..td flying...n crying la plak.....adu la....apa la slah ku........mula2 ssh nk sesuai kan diri bla ternmpk...tp lm....aku pon dh lali....aku x pedulik dh....lantak kau la....asal kau bahgio...aku bermuram durja pon x pela....jnji kau x kaco aku....aku peduli apa kau nk bt pe pon...aku sket x heran pon......dan skarg,,,,untk tngk muka dia pon dh x lalu...dlu mka tu la aku dk byang, dk syok, dk puja, dk tatap ari2.....apa org kata aku diam je...tp skarg sorry to say,,,,aku dh bertkar......kenyang aku makan ati sorg2.....kau sdap2 makn nasi.....its ok...buat kau aku ucp kan semoga berjaya......last aku nk ckp......AAKKKUUUU BBBENNNNCIIIII KAUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

t____y

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i can through it away;;;....
can you do it....??

After upset....

this morning when i wake up...i feel better....yes... i don't need him anymore...after a long night i think and think and i know that he is not important to me...i hate him...yes i really...and really hate him...but what ever it is next time i know i must see that face again...every time and every day....wishes for me hope i can face it and i can be stronger when i walk beside him....
i cant thinking of him any more.... and i don't want it...after a long time i lost my way and now i found my way again....and hope it doesn't happen again...i,m to afraid....yes i,m to afraid when i saw him...be strong baby!!!


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upset and upset again....

surprised for me today.....him..him...him...why i must see that face again??
he make me hurt, every time i see him i remember what he doing at me at previous....
can i just erase him from my life???yes i can...i cant forgive him anymore....
just for a while i cant breath....i cant walk...and i cant just close my eyes and pretend that i did not see him....
because a little bit problem everything was destroyed...why it done to me??
but at last i can accept...whatever he doing at me..it doesn't matter....
its a little to late for you to come back....say its just a mistake think i forgive you like that...
if you thought i will wait for you.........
you thought wrong.....
but you just a boy.....you don't understand....
i wish you were a better man....
only i know how hurt me at that time...
and now its was a sad ending...
wishes for me be strong and don't remind him anymore...
hope a good luck for me for the next s_m......